She's just an average 17yearold plain jane with a loose screw.
A Sp Year2, dancing modern in SDZ.

ᴥDiana+ ᴥIf this is a man; primo levi ᴥsneakers ᴥgiant dale plush ᴥnew denims (ripped, skinnies) ᴥoversized denim shirt ᴥhp screen protector ᴥpolaroid

ᴥA Nightmare on Elm street ᴥ Fair Game ᴥ Going the distance ᴥKnight&Day ᴥLegend Of The Fist: The Return Of Chen Zhen ᴥLittle fockers ᴥPossessed

ᴥResident Evil: Afterlife ᴥSeason of the witch ᴥTakers ᴥTell no one ᴥThe Ghost Writer ᴥThe Legend Is Born: Ip Man ᴥThe missing person ᴥThe sorcerer's apprentice ᴥThe town ᴥTo save a life ᴥYou again

ok, so i signed an early death sentence with the grim reaper, i'll be hell sooner than i thought. (:
no regrets; i shud spent the time whining on HOW to write a perfect essay for my acceptance instead. this week's gna be busy.

went to sch today. wanted to go for a swim b4 tht, didnt make it thanks to my sleepish eyes. syf has improved, i seeeee the proper emotions at least. :D makes me feel more determined to skip sch for their big day. i wonder.

"All i want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All i want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea."

im still stuck. badly. at the same thought i stop considering ytd. i shud have read and start pondering one week ago. =.=
ha. ha. ha.

what am i to do?
i'll decide by, at most, 8pm. i hope. and if i did apply, i'll write the stupid essay at night and go to rs on wed. then sp on thurs, and prepare for the camp at night. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

im prepared for a sleepless night. helloooo mr eyebags and ms darkcircles, they are my best friends forever. -rolls eyes-

what i found abt the scholars prog 2009 amidst surfing th net.

"The three-year programme will offer electives and enrichment activities that focus on current affairs and leadership training.

Students will also get involved in community projects, public debates and forums as well as observe MPs at their meet-the-people sessions."

exactly wht i hated, though i know i need th leadership skills. when i looked back in my cca achievements, my leadership has ZERO points. -___-

i know i neeed it badly. but then the whole leadership thing scares me. obviously it helps in uni admission, right? i sound so desperate lah. shesh.

who knows more bout the scholars programme? tell me alllll about it. like now.
cus application closes on 31th march. and i dun even know if i shud apply. shesh.

why?
cus idk whts it bout (as much as it will help in my uni admission) and we're supposed to write an essay not more than 200 words on why i ought to be selected for the sp scholars programme, and the cca grp in sp i would be most interested in.
second part shudnt be an issue, but the first is enough to kill me. i doubt i can write anything convincing or even persuasive enough. gawd.

sorry for th longgg drag. only half of pictures gotten from haz, my fault. or rather mummy's lappy. i shall wait; patience is a virtue. hah.

went town earlier. a little shopping, several pending on second thoughts, and also alot of looking-of-stuff. my yp bagpack only avaible another 3weeks at least. after freshmen week. ): or maybe i'll get dcp or num's bagpack. patience, jeann.
shall check out num's bagpack. dcp's has a compartment just for holding laptop.
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i've check out num's bagpack. it has a compartment for laptop too! just more pricey for its material.

&&&,
i finally found a pair of trackshoes i want {not tht i search for ages}, head over heels over it. buttt, nike's smallest size is 6. it fits, neatly, at the bck. but the front, thrs at least an inch wide of gap. gosh. ):
and i know i shudnt get it cus i cnt run with oversized shoes. i'll continue hunting. D:

drip. drip. drip.
as irritating as a loose tap in the middle of your sleep.
ilovemynose. urgh.

sch's starting in 16days+. im soooo NOT reminding you or me.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YAOZU!
im sooooo sorry i forgot, your bday totally slipped my mind. -__- at least i wasnt late! ohwells, 17 alr, you're getting old. =x

short and sweet,
tdy woke up at 3, went for movie+ dinner with justin. legend of chun li and confessions of a shopaholic. i'll take pity on the malays wanting to watch chun li - horrid chinese she has. confessions of a shopaholic was funny. scary how woman shop, mummy shud be glad im not like tht. =x

went to sch today. felt rly tired to stretch and indulge in pain. skip that for maybe thursday or next week. was lucky to watch the whole complete routine, finally, because the principal wanted to view it. andddd, it was m-e-s-s-y, unsynch. T_T mostly at the later part, very scary.

i hope what msjenny said was enough to get th girls to do btr; i miss syf. lol.


anywayyyy, syf's on th 15th, and the bad news is tht they're performing at 3+. BUT, sch's at 2. so im gna have to give it a miss, unless i skip sch. idk if i will. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

so, 2 items to blog on waiting list.
1. date with 2darls, when was it again. =x
2. weekends, sunday to be exact.

when i get the pictures, when i feel like blogging.
actually i only feel like ranting off to someone now, i think im kinda down again. but hey, its not only me ok, i thought i was th only idiotical one getting emotional over stupid problems. hah! ohwells, at least my cramps arent arnd, i can eat icecream~

whilst memory's fresh, i shall briefly update what i did today, saves an item off the list. i did LITTLE shopping, a short one. was out at 2, and home at 7. why? babysitting session, duh. so i went town. craving for durian pancakes mainly, =x. spent only a hundred, mummy's gna love me, for the time being. obviously i'm gna spent again, when i wake up earlier and go home later. hmm, i wonder when.

reminder; return overdued book tmr. must. =.=

i think every 2 out of 3 post of mine, is full of whining how boring my life is and my butt's always on th bed. =.=

i went out today for 2 purpose. 1, get eclipse from hazirah to get thru the weekend. 2, to the lib to get books to last for next week. started off with 3 novels, ended up with 3 scrapbooking books instead. -_- i know what i can do for my last few weeks of hols, an album of my secondary life, which wud prolly be filled with camwhored photos with my darls. HAHA! maybe, maybe not.

sighhhhhhhhh.

anw, weekends will be away in malaysia. and hazirah havent sent me th pictures yet. ): soooo, updates will be next week, i hope. :D!

not to forget,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SZELING! (:

bugis post shall be updated after hazirah sent me the pictures (:

when you get so bored, you could finish a novel in a day or 2. ok, partly because it's addictive. i actually put off my slping time {even when im tired} for new moon. shudnt have woke up at 3pm. didnt go to the lib in the end anw. -____- lol. and now, i have nth left to do for the night, and heroes isnt out yet ): hazirahh~ lend me eclipse sooon~.
oh, my stomach has a grudge agnst me, i wonder when its gna give in and let me sleeep with ease.

im getting restless. no, i alr am.

yes, spent my tues outdoors, after staying in bed for 2days thanks to bad stomach cramps tht made me feel tht i-must-not-go-out-and-just-crouch-in-bed. heh.

KIMMMMM~~! sch starts at 2pm to 7pm on 15th apr! howwwwwwww? T_____T must tell me arnd what time you guys will be performing! darn it.

shall update with pictures tmr bout our trip today to bugis {pastamania, haji lane, arab streeet} and then to ms's starbucks for chitchat sessions, LOL. details tmr, if i rmb. oh, tdy's date has a new mate. dexter's th name, temporary. mulan's-red-mini-dragon-lookalike to me. lol.

if its worth the wait.

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jannah darl just told me bout the gpa requirements and limited seats to get into nus studying business degree, and im starting to dread poly life alr. its in another month before sch starts. i wonder if i can cope with poly life, presentations, projectwork aint my thing. i know hazirah will tell me now tht i shud picked jc over poly, lol. too late for second thoughts huh. besides, i dread spa, and endless gp, so either way is shit.

hopefully what mummy says is right, i need to change, and s-o-c-i-a-l-i-s-e more. urgh, idk why i hate it so much. shesh, 1 out of 40 lucky lifeless nerds to get in. what becomes of me. D:

just woke up with a hungry stomach, but without an appetite. i shud continue to stay in bed til night falls and drop dead agn. where else fun can i go in singapore? D; my butt's gna go numb soon. directors shud film more horrors, im dead bored. )))):

movie marathon ytd with justin, kinda. it rained, explains all the rsdians in cwp, lots of orange and yellow. lol. and alot of familiar jc students.

caught coming soon and push. coming soon wasnt tht bad, wanted more scares. =.= it had a twist, though expected a different ending. D: not to mention, alot of screaming heard. -__-
push was okay i guess? other than the irksome chinese guy who keeps screaming with popping eyes. =.= dakota fanning so cuteeeee. =x
no third movie to entertain, so we had dinner at civic macd, talked alottttt as usual. and home sweet home.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO JANNAH DARL!

bfs for 5years plus. shared our childish, emotional, spastic times tgt. remember, mrs z? now, we've ended up in the same polytechnic, same course. so we'll be stuck tgt for another 3years. wow, 8years totally. sounds pretty old, LOL.

ytd im a 16year old who doesnt understand what issues you and her have. today, im still a 16 year old, maybe one day older, old enough to make self judgements on issues i dun wish to care a fuck of.

dont people ever think a shit before they speak?
gawd, i wonder.

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yesterday was a thursday, mdance-at-hall day. went at 4pm, with still the sores and aches of tuesday. my folly to come late and didnt get to stretch before doing stretches and routines with sec1s. thennnnn, everytime i stretched a muscle, it cramps. =.=
&i cant do a pirouette no more. ):

ohyah, we didnt had games, specifically confessions, sadly, because msjenny flared up tht day. hopefully syf dancers do realise th time constraint and stressing urgency msjenny feels.

after tht, went for dinner at kfc with justin. then waited for sl's secret, my durian pancakes. before heading home. thanksssss alot. (:

and today! i went down to ikea wanting to get SOME stuffs, not all, for my room. havent totally decide yet. sadly, the glass noticeboard is oos. ): and new batch of stock probably arrives 2/3 weeks later. have to waittttt, again. { why again? cus my beloved bagpack has yet to arrive. T__T } oh wells, shall leave my checkup appt to 2/3weeks later. =x

then i trained to the nearest mall i preferred going, which was plaza sing. strolllllled, walked aimlessly. no interest in shopping suddenly, online spreeing much favoured instead. lol. dragged my sour feets home. dropped dead on bed before showering.

im gna finish one bottle of water today too! throat's wayyy too dry. D:
im hungryyyyy. when's the door bell gna ring. i heard the delivery man~~

til then.

im starting to update regularly, maybe its just me. you know, when you get sooo bored of life.

ytd's a tuesday, and as usual, i went for dance. went an hour late, because i was baking. yes, youre not mistaken, b-a-k-i-n-g was what i did in the afternn. yummy chocolate cookies~ i loooove the mix, not the burnt baked outcome. =.= i tried lowering temp/ reducing baking time but it still ends up the same. burnt top, soft bottom. D: for a first attempt, least im not a complete idiot :D!

then yes, went for dance, stretched stretched stretched, i still havent gotten my upper back cracked. ): then had to kill time with the sec1s. msjenny chased them out for barwork but we played instead. truth or dare, and then confessions. my whole point of going to school on thursday. =x

after that, grocery-shop for edwin before meeting justin for dinner+movie; mos burger+ marley and me! vvvery touching movie, a tearjerker. T_T how to have a dog and not cry over it once in your entire life. -_-

ytd, i have my first self made pancakes for brunch. yes, an achievement. hey, it didnt taste tht bad ok, maybe a little burnt, a little salty or a little sweet. =x

tdy, i went down to ikea, a little pre shopping planning. im not sure what im gna get YET. but thrs alot to consider; gauging measurements, color coordination, cost decency blahblahblah...

andandand, i spotted the duo rainbows again, at a different area before sunset. and then i saw another rainbow at another location. suddenly rainbows can be seen everywhere. =.=

my nose needs a new tap. D: