She's just an average 17yearold plain jane with a loose screw.
A Sp Year2, dancing modern in SDZ.

ᴥDiana+ ᴥIf this is a man; primo levi ᴥsneakers ᴥgiant dale plush ᴥnew denims (ripped, skinnies) ᴥoversized denim shirt ᴥhp screen protector ᴥpolaroid

ᴥA Nightmare on Elm street ᴥ Fair Game ᴥ Going the distance ᴥKnight&Day ᴥLegend Of The Fist: The Return Of Chen Zhen ᴥLittle fockers ᴥPossessed

ᴥResident Evil: Afterlife ᴥSeason of the witch ᴥTakers ᴥTell no one ᴥThe Ghost Writer ᴥThe Legend Is Born: Ip Man ᴥThe missing person ᴥThe sorcerer's apprentice ᴥThe town ᴥTo save a life ᴥYou again

and soooooo, my old bruises faded, and new ones appeared. hahahahahaha!
andand my right arm feels weird. =.=
need i say more? hee!

srsly, the famous matrix moves irritates me. im trying my best to like it. maybe its just all the physics-defying moves that looks dumb. =.=
PRISON BREAK TIMEEEEE! :DDDDDD

hah, no junior session today, but i still woke up at 12. how queer.
but i still very weird, very very very huge craving for sticky chewy choc now. ):
&im starving. but im getting picky over food. ha ha ha.

i'll always have songs played in repeat, over and over again, in my music player or my head.

"My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what you do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side"
-boyslikegirls.

hoho, last day of rest, and there's dance tmr. good luck to me seriously. &im sorry if i cant reply your smses its because my touchpad's spoilt. screw it.

im helllll hungry man. but theres nth to eat, urgh.
i miss eating mooncakes! thanks to pocky! LOL.

{edited at time 11:27pm}
i forgot it was already tuesday.
i was so hungry i had 2 bowls of rice, either that or the bowl's too small. heee!
i think i feel rather weird today. weird= down, moody or whatever. i have alot of sudden cravings you know. like for sticky chewy, mooncake, watching chip and dale and shinchan, shopping, camwhoring. you name it you got it.

i wish they wud sell a compilation of all the chipanddale videos aired man! ):

hohoho, its 12:44am.
the night earlier on was pretty much ok? class bbq at betty's place. oh yes, first things first, i had a haircut, like finally! and yes, my head is very light now, because at least half of it is down and gone. and my fringe is shorter too. negativity: it's starting to curl. LOL.
-shakes head madly-

oh, once i met my classmate from pri5, who have changed deeply inside out. he told me, "you changed, everything except your hair." i guess i've changed, on the exterior, totally. :D

about the bbq:
1. joanna cudnt make it last minute because her eye gt very swollen and had tight breathing, because she ate something she was allergic to that she didnt realised and know. yeahs, pics up when she sent me. oh, she gt a damn dslr which im so darn jealous of. more than jus envious. ):

2. late-started bbq was full of weird food which we didnt know which was clean or dirty, playing 'stress' which pocky jus learnt. and betty's brother won me, because YUHAN AND POCKY cheated, ganged up on me D:

3. we got present and cake for hz (reason why we were late: we accompanied joanna to her doc's, then sent her home at eunos, cabbed back to junction8. to buy a cake and a present.) common procedures, and not to forget abit of cake smashing (between HER and 3guys who ran so much they gt jelly legs).

4. I AM SO SAD BECAUSE IM HAVING MENSES AND CANT GO SWIMMING (DAMN THE POOL WAS PRETTY, TEMPTING.) awwwwww.

5. im homeeeeeeeeee (tadaima!). sleep tight, youre so tired you didnt love me back. awwwwww.

6. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIZHEN! :D
/i was second to derrick. LOL. pocky's third!

{edited at time 6:58pm}
hahaha, slept at 5am yesterday again! and woke up at 6pm. didnt even realise til i hear msg vibrations. must be the nap i took, and had been watching movies ever since. lol. like i caught the proposal (finally, at least its clear), defiance, blade series!

jessical biel is HOT! and i jus realised lincoln burrows acted as the dracula drake in blade trinity. HAHAHA. hotttttt. lol.

hohoho first vetting this morning. bad bad bad. movements were messy and ugly. i think i hurt my right leg, wht do you call that, somewhere at the top of my right leg. basically my right leg is like crippled (not totally literal), i cant walk big steps, do kicks nor splits.

at least i have til wednesday to recover?
i hope they do. ):


first thought: HAHAHAHAHA!
it just reminds me of sabrina. -shakes head-

yupyup, this afternn went for SDZ CIP at Blue Cross Thong Kheng Home. Its like a old folks home with elderly, intellectual age lower than 6? so yeah, we interacted with them, had sing and dance kinda sessions, ball games, and then refreshments before we left. they really freak me out when they look like they're gonna burst out crying. because you'll not know how to stop it x)

initial reaction?
scared, stunned like every other first timer.

post-activity reaction?
feels reallyyyyy great, i cant find the exact word. even though such a simple activity may not affect individuals, it actually makes alot of difference to them? their smiles actually really touched me.

i wonder if sdz is gonna make it regular, last friday every month to go help out, because it would be really nice and i would wanna go help out. :D
what associations are there for children uh? like orphanage kinda stuff. =/

okok, enough of me talking, i need to spent some time thinking bout freestyle for the choreo toooo! tmr's vettting. shit shit shit, im becoming a nervous wreck. i need to go thru the choreo a few times too because my timing is crappy AND i keep getting stuck at certain moves. ):
good luck everyone tmr!

i think every day after dance i complain and whine of my aches and bruises, its jus gets even worse. hahaha, i even went to buy knee supports just now because it really hurts so bad, when i dance i loook very ugly and nua. HAHAHA.

the new set of steps was fassssst. but i guess its jus a matter of getting used to, its funnnn! but my timing must be really weird. =.=

gah, im gna freak out for saturday's vetting! tmr's cip and must think of th freestyle before "don't! ahhhhhh~" LOL, think only cherie's choreo people know.

results are out, incomplete i heard though! HAHA.
but i can only log in 3mins from now because i forget my password and had to change it. stupid security questions. =.=

HEROES was out yesterday on tudou!!!! im such a loyal fan i know, its niceeee. but funny how the very first scene made me pop my eyes, because bagwell in prison break was talking in heroes. new cast apparently. LOL.

time flies.
im just gonna check out my results and get ready for dance.
whohoooo, bruises blisters here i come!

{edited at time 1:57pm}
okay, 3.923 thanks to ideas (a B+). im a very hard-to-please girl i know. but srsly. gahhhhhhhhhhh!

{edited at time 11:48pm}
gotten back from dance and eaten, reallllly full. so sad mos burger close so early tdy.
dance was funnnnnyyyyy, can laugh til stomach ache. must be all the weird poses and dance moves. :DDD but think all tht blood rush made me really dizzy and head aches.

wonder how am i gonna survive tmr, my legs hurts, so does my back. ho ho ho.
what can you do with 5hrs in sch? hmmm.

{edited at time 12:16am}
random games we played today at mindcafe. they ate ashton first, i came later. and we walked down to there. its a nice place to chill out, play games and even eat if we're hungry. :D

the board games are reallyyy old man. it smells and its all torn up. but its pretty cool to know thrs so much old stuff we're yet played which youngsters now dun bother to even know how to play. LOL, i talk like im 50 alr. =.=

AND SO! friday is having SDZ CIP and i cant do what i planned to do. sad news it is. which means i have to wait til next week at least. HAHAHA, and so, he has tuition and i dun have to feel so bad. =.= after graduation then!

dance day tmr! hope my muscles dun give up on me.

{edited at time 1:08am, on 29th september. LOL.}
joanna ask me to edit, to mention about how LUNFEI SCRATCHED HER DURING SOME BOARD GAME WE PLAYED. and there was scar which she was very not happy about. haha.

cant really sleep much today, as usual i slept around 5, duh.
shesh, my stomach hurts like crap, must be hunger pangs. i've got nth to eat at home, and i dont wna end up crawling to get food outside.
i need to buy meiji hello panda, pocky chocolate, and van houten twinkles. running low on chocolate. ):

restless restless restless.
i dont feel like doing anything either. you pig.

so today i literally slept from 5am-5pm. morning to evening instead of night to morning. very screwed body clock i know. but anws, met up with sl at 6 for dinner at ljs. then bus down to tampines and find justin. srsly, i didnt know thrs a tampines 1. =.=

and we were so intrigued by a store which sell disney mechandises, we went in twice. lol. okay, once while waiting for them. then bus back together. and home sweet home.
&yes, thanks for the free hot choc jus in time before their supervisor came back, she sure has one black face. =x

but right, of cus im not sleepy and i will find something to do to entertain myself.
/when you say that girls hard to understand, have you ever listen to what you yourself say? cause you know what, maybe you understand me better than i do of you, but i feel like i dont understand you at all.

{edited at time 1:09am}
sometimes i just hate myself for the things that i do. i dont comfort people but make people feel more full more shit. and i dont know what i can do at all. well, who's not talking. gah!
I'll join you in your little escapade to misery. until you talk.

"I do not think that I can wait
To go over and to talk to you
I do not know what I should say

And I walk out in silence
That's when i start to realize
What you bring to my life
Damn this guy can make me cry"
-contagious, avril lavigne.

sometimes is creepy how true fb's daily horoscope can be huh?

"You may need a few days to prepare something important, to recover from fatigue or exertion, or just to relax and recover your energy, Scorpio. This sign is one when you are getting some private time that is well deserved, but the advantages that can be gained from rest require real rest. If you are in a committed relationship that's one thing, your partner will understand and be helpful. But you must realize that these planets are not giving you an excuse to play hooky and party with friends. That won't help: it will only cause more fatigue and other problems."

all i can say? "opps!"

went bugis today. bought some stuff. did you realised that pp at fareast dun sell notebooks alr? and there a new outlet at haji lane? ha ha ha.
and i finished reading time traveler's wife. make you go teary and "awwwww..."
nth much i guess?
oh wells.

wow, second session of the whole halogen workshop thing ended, it was one hell of a longgggg day. but it wasnt too bad. (:

no dance tmr, cherie's busy. a break for my legs to recover uh, and bruises to be less of an eyesore. i cant even walk stairs properly!!! shesh. crippled. D:

watched g-force with jaslyn jus now. its was fun i guess? though the roaches were grossss lah. but it was freeezing in there. and coke/pepsi spilled in my bag ):

im boreddddddddddddddddd.
damn! can heroes come out soooooner!! though gossip girl and vampire diaries is out! yayness. oh, sytycd s6 too! :DDDD i wonder how im gna continue and finish prison break. s4 on tudou's incomplete ):

i cud go rack my brains, squeeeeeze brain juices to think of surprises, but i sucked at it. i have never surprised anyone before, intentionally. i think. =.=

omgomgomg!
im such a lousy bestfriend.

i actually took note of wy's birthday like a few minutes before 12nn. and then i went to do the neverending qns in the preworkshop exercise and i misssssed it (like how mummy always tells me to close the wooden door and after leaving the house i wud forget) !!!!! gahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i feel so bad now!!! stupid stupid exercise i had to do! D:

worrrrrrse, he say i forgot something already. and i asked him whatttt. =.= so throwface uh. "oh jeannie its my birthday today." HAHAHAHA, jeannie's a lousy friend. -shakes head- i'll make it up to you! hoho.

happy 17th birthday, wong weng ying! =x
sweeeeetdreams!

p.s. is it bad to celebrate belated birthdays 11days later?

{edited at time 9:59pm}
gee, i still feel bad bout the whole "forget what?" thing. LOL. damnnnnn, how do you plan surprises ):

leadership training 9am-5pm was tiring. 8hours ok. though it had lunch break and 2 tea breaks but its still very tiring. one more session to go! better not fall asleep again.

dance session was pretty short? learnt another few eights, and then pretty much brush up on the steps. my timing sucks. hahaha.
my knees has bruises, new one at my butt i bet and my legs are very sour too, from the jumps ytd i think x) i shud go get a book on dance injuries and read. i bought a new bottle of salonpas spray today! :D

time: 1:57pm.
going out fr dance soon. my best friend misses me.

random note:

-The lovely bones. have you read it? oh, Mark wahlberg has a weird hairdo.

&&what is tron about?! =.=

{edited at time: 10:38pm}
jus had snackers from kfc, gt home at 10 from dance.
wowwww, and i made 2 new friends, the blueblack family. (:
reminder; plaster scratch on leg after shower!!!

session was short, brushing up on techniques. my turns (any sorts) sucks big time. D:
cherie's choreo was fun i guess, not to mention fast. too fast for my stomach muscles and leg. lol. it was to imogen heap's song. tht explains the creeepiness. looove it. :D

neeed to complete halogen pre-workshop exercise now, and turn in early, i hope. tomorrow will be a longggg day. woohoo, thrs dance!

for all twilight series fans:

i have this habit of blogging halfway, get distracted doing something else and then continue typing wherever i stopped at? yeahs, thats what happened before my screwed night. lol.

i was talking bout resolutions halfway. i know its not like its a new year or anything, but it doesnt hurt to start a list anytime right? so yup.

i was thinking of saving bits of money whenever i can into the bank and eventually save much enough to get myself a dslr. dslr seems alot more than i should be asking fr from my mummy. hee!

BUT! i have yet to make any estimations on how long/much do i have to save to get it. i havent even find my ideal camera yet. hoho.

second, random thoughts. i should probably become stronger one day, (yes, because i havent given myself a target timeframe). lol. stronger in a sense: muscles, flexibilty, control of movements.







back to monday, 14sept09.
had sleepover at joanna's. went to town first, a little bit of shopping i guess. lol. we basically watched ghosts of gfs past and sweeeny todd while eating. hot hot johnny depp. (: cassie is hyper active man, zhaolin's so freaked out by it.

then we went upstairs and played uno stacko. fun fun fun. pocky lost 4times to us 1 each. hoho. we didnt play the flipping turtle games cause we were pretty much braindead. then we played with polishes, epic fail. =.= and we talked alot. and what did we talk about? pretty much boys.
hahahaha, any gossip session never fail to that similar topic huh.

trained home in the morning, with a stomachache. =.= dropped dead once i reached home and woke up at 7 for dinner. and im munching on hellopanda now. yumyum!

yeahs, i bet every single awful ranting i makes make you sick of reading yet.
so much so, i dun even know what i should say anymore.
yeahs, fuck my life, biggest time ever.

feeling alot better, at the expense of mr. bestfriend's sleeep (thanks~) . bet he's dozing off in class now.
gahhhhhhh, my eyes are f.ugly! ):

/when you feel alone and need but lack a hug badly, you cud always hug yourself.

dance was short today. ryan got picky and we did house cleaning amidst stretching. hahaha, talk bout funny cute. we continued with short stretch routines thereafter of course. and then we know bout our results for dance. damn, it's bad for the heart. yes, im in it, one choreo. beats nth huh? :D

yeahs, wow to my calender. apparently, all the wednesdays thursdays and saturdays are dancedays and a few others to keep me busy on. ha ha ha.

i cant imagine myself with double ponytails man. laughs.
but. i. cant. wait.!

suntec was darn packed today, literally walking on papers, crumpled useless advertisement papers. helllo, watch the trees~

i cudnt find prison break s4 for rental ):
sooooo, we'll see bout that. & i still need that haircut very badly.

i should have known better than this was gonna happen. hah, im dead, very.
NOTE: MUST stock up chocolates and other groceries later today or tomorrow, unless my legs forbid.

i was feeling darn hungry my stomach's hurting. now? i dun feel like eating at all.
i am constantly reminding myself to be understanding, but it doesnt work. i am being an unreasonable bitch. ha ha ha, im not even your gf. &srsly, its not your fault.

who's willing to spare me 10mins, to talk to me on the way home. its freaky, especially having elevators which closes and open its doors on its own accord. D:

on another note, results for waves 14 audition aint out yet. only gladys choreo is, but of cus i wudnt get in hers. hoho! 3more to go, said my prayers.

{edited at time 10:12pm}
ok, finally eating. s-t-a-r-v-i-n-g!
im gna have to rent prison break s4 dvd. ): because most of the eps in tudou are either cut of 7mins, or missing an entire half of an ep. D:

when is the results ever gna come outttt? dying from anticipation.

i wonder why my muscles never get accustomed to the stretches i do every wed/thur/saturday.

good luck to me later, must give it all alr. though every move kick off some aches somewhere.

{edited at time 10:20pm}
and so, auditions were over, soon enough.
my timing was allll out though i rmbed the steps. and my turns were all unstable and crappy ):

cant go shopping tomorrow, bet i'll be in bed for the whole day. prays tudou dont die on me. =.=

today was time traveler's wife, then dance and bought dinner home!
damnnnnn hungry. lol.

time traveler's wife was sad! he died leh, though he can go to th future lah. lol.
dance was tough, th choreo for tmr's audition was tough. =/ wonder if i can make it. my left thigh hurts like shit. smth must be wrong with th muscles.

&when am i ever gonna have a haircut! ):

imagine dancing tuesdays to (not AND) saturdays? i think im gna die. lol, but who wudnt wanna be a part of it huh? but 50+days seems damn little D:

/my favourite companion when im bored now. bored= waiting on trains/ whatever, AND when tudou sucks. ;DDDD

okay, tmr's original plan was to get a haircut and catch time traveler's wife.
BUT! i have dance at 4.30pm ):

i think i feel kinda weird bout everything these few days. not as ease maybe. i guess its bout th whole dance audition and the whole leadership training stuff.

so i've found 5ppl to help? one more to go. (:


today was down to douby at 4, to catch time traveler's wife but the timeslots were filling fast so we caught beth cooper instead. its just for laughs i guess, not a neat chick flick too. sick and mature jokes. lol.

{edited at 12:31am}
so tmr's a packed day. haircut in the morn, i hope i can wake up. and then 12 for movie at douby, most likely reach in time for the show. lol. and then train down back to sch. =/
tmr's a tiring day~

T_______________T!
jus checked my sp mail and found out the date and TIME for the leadership training, 17 and 18 sept, 9am-5pm. i feeel like crying alr!!! DDDDD:

its barely even started, the whole scholars thing, and im dreading it already. shitttttt.

{edited at time 9:14pm}
so i received an sms bout dance audition?
yeahs, i feeeeel stress again. HAHA. im gna pray to god i get picked man. lols.

i hate how tudou loads fast only in the wee hours of the night, urgh. my whole afternn spent trying to catch, lets seeeee, 3eps? what crap.

bored to enough to decide to pack my cupboard, nows it neattt. but i bet its not gonna be a few days ltr. someone shud invent some mechanism that helps to cleans dust everyday or even prevent dust from growing. i only do spring cleaning like once every 849341273days. D:

wow, suddenly think my 2nd week of hols will be busy busy busy.
monday: day to sleep in.
tuesday: haircut (i hope)+ time traveler's wife with dba peeps! beth cooper~
wednesday: haircut! and time traveller's wife.
thursday: dance audition at 6pm. go sch early~
friday: dance meeting at 2pm!
saturday: modern dance training
sunday: recovery day. LOL.

to fill in the blanks with, shopping and learning to bake a cake! :DDD
when am i gna get a hair cut D:

{edited at time 10:37am}
random note, Sucre ran away from prison to find his gf in a beetle! cuteeee right. then its so old it broke down and he hitchhiked..... a security guard's car. lol!

{edited at time 3:47am}
wow, you know how you get so engrossed in something you lose track of time?
yeahs, im at the last episode of prison break for s2. speechlesss.
i neeed to catch some sleep, i bet im staying in tmr too. ha ha ha. where can you go if you wake up at 3 or 4 huh?

okayyy, did went for dance, didnt feel so bad afterall, jus pretty hungry.
so dance was tough today. especially that plie exercise, damn. i think i pointe too much my leg became weird. worse than wobbly. cudnt balance on any single turn. =.= but we missed crunches? lol.

wonder practice is wednesdayANDthursday, or, wednesdayORthursday. =/

i missed the mini cooper showcase eh? and i probably cant walk all the way to town tmr ):

summary of the day?
i didnt meet up with joanna, pocky & esther for shopping at bugis. kinda dumb come to think of it, initially it was stomachaches. amidst training thr, i felt like puking. so bad i cudnt stand it, i alight at yck. LOL. and i felt veryyyy faint. scare the shit outta me, the previous time i felt faint i cud almost have a concussion. so i sat at yck for like 15mins, then msged th girls i cudnt make it and wy to fetch me at woodlands, and i sat for another 15mins before training back. ha ha ha.

and my granny thinks im sick. -sighs-

{edited at time {9:26pm}
tudou's being an asshole for not letting me watch prison break.
how miserable! D:

yesterday went town (i keep going thr huh? but yesterday was bugis and ms) to find some stuff. hmmms, nothing interesting happen i guess.

i pretty much caught prison break during the night, got so engrossed i slept at 4 nd woke up 12 hours later of cause. hahaha. ate like a pig, missed breakfast and lunch, while catching prison break. so darn fulllll until sl called me when i had 3 eps left to go. D:

but yeahs, headed to meet her to get to ronnie's house. darn its complicating to walk arnd thr. hung out til 10? and im home, catching last ep of s1 while typing this. exciting~

so fucking funny when they cut off t-bag's hand when he was get all smirky about his hand being cuffed to michael. lolllll.

{edited at time 12:53am}
finisheddddddddd! damn im so tempted to watch s2 but i think i need some sleep (well i know some=12hours. LOL) but yeahs, oh wells.

{edited at time 1:47am}
i cant help it but sneaked a peak into prison break s2.
&oh.my.god , veronica's dead! D:

finally met up with my other 3 gfs today. been ages since we last hung out, miss you guys to bits luh! :DDDDD

i guess the before-we-met-part was better left unmentioned? lol.
it was hilarious, and messy? haha. i think we kinda fail as liars. -shakes head-

we met at far east, for some shopping actually. but we kinda went for dinner first, since breaking fast was half an hour later. we had kfc with lots of laughter. we should never sit inside, we're too loud. lol. there was videos for it. might be up on fb. (:

then we went to walk abit at far east but didnt get anything. oh, we gt hazirah a vintage bag :D then we walked to cineleisure, any spots with nice backgrounds for camwhoring. we stopped literally alot of places otw. we didnt take picture at our final destination though. haha.
but it was fun, it always is. <3

hmms, headed home soonafter. its still the 7th month, shudnt hang out too late huh? but we'll hang out sooon again! next weeeek! cant wait! :D thank you as always for accompany, else i wud have freaked out. urgh! (:

p.s. blood diamond is totally emotional but a thumbs-up movie ok! hope u didnt missed it last weekend.