JEANNIE's the name
She's just an average 17yearold plain jane with a loose screw. A Sp Year2, dancing modern in SDZ.
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desire
ᴥDiana+ ᴥIf this is a man; primo levi ᴥsneakers ᴥgiant dale plush ᴥnew denims (ripped, skinnies) ᴥoversized denim shirt ᴥhp screen protector ᴥpolaroid
ᴥA Nightmare on Elm street ᴥ Fair Game ᴥ Going the distance ᴥKnight&Day ᴥLegend Of The Fist: The Return Of Chen Zhen ᴥLittle fockers ᴥPossessed
ᴥResident Evil: Afterlife ᴥSeason of the witch ᴥTakers ᴥTell no one ᴥThe Ghost Writer ᴥThe Legend Is Born: Ip Man ᴥThe missing person ᴥThe sorcerer's apprentice ᴥThe town
ᴥTo save a life ᴥYou again
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Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 4:48 PM
good girls go bad.
time check: 4:51pm. minutes more til dance: 99mins. im sitting at one of those tables at moberly, watching the rain fall and trying to figure out what to write for my "what education means to me?" essay. wow, how romantic. sidetrack: "JAKARTA, Indonesia – Muslim women would be banned from wearing tight pants in a devoutly Islamic district of Indonesia's Aceh province under proposed regulations to take effect Jan. 1, an official said Wednesday. It is the latest effort to promote strict moral values in the world's most populous Muslim-majority nation, where most of the roughly 200 million Muslims practice a moderate form of the faith. Any Muslim caught violating the dress code, which also prohibits shorts for men, will be told to put on government-issued full-length skirts or loose pants, said Ramli Mansur, head of West Aceh District. Patrolling Shariah, or Islamic police, will determine if clothing violates the dress code, he said. "Wearing tight jeans exposes their bodies, which is strictly banned under Islam," said Mansur, who appealed to civil servants to go beyond the rules and refuse government services to women wearing the banned clothing. Islamic law is not enforced across the vast island nation. But bans on drinking alcohol, gambling and kissing in public, among other activities, have been enforced by some more conservative local governments in recent years. Opinion polls show that a majority of Indonesians oppose the restrictions on dress and behavior that are being pushed by a small fringe of hardliners in the secular democracy. Aceh, a semiautonomous region, made news last month when its provincial parliament passed a Shariah law making adultery punishable by stoning to death. It also imposed prison sentences and public lashings against homosexuals and pedophiles. Rights groups say the law violates international treaties and the Indonesian constitution." wow, what can i say. btw, the prisoner is stoned to death by being buried either up to his waist (if male) or up to her shoulders (if female) and then pelted with stones by a crowd of volunteers until obviously battered to death. Under the terms of most fundamentalist courts, the stones must be small enough that death cannot reasonably be expected to result from only one or two blows, but large enough to cause physical harm. The average execution by stoning is extremely painful, lasting at least 10 to 20 minutes.
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 11:25 PM
it better not be flu nor fever.
so today i did alot of walking, dancing, and eating. lol. i went down to cityhall after 3-5's dance to get my laptop checked. i think i shud leave my mum the job to rush the ppl to check my laptop's problems and get it fixed by saturday, hopefully. (without any loss of softwares/data, so i dun have to configure again). spss test on monday man, i havent study anything, cant study and need to. i wonder if i even have a laptop to work on my test on monday ): dance was tough. for ryan's choreo requires alot of strength and sharpness, my neck arms back legs all really hurts. and i feel that we are cleaning really slowly, but necessary. ): if we cant finish cleaning, the back part's gna look like shit too. i dont wna disappoint ryan again. ): ok, i need to stop frowning. i realised that all my lousy moods recently are thanks to menstruation. yes, mine jus came, and it sucks. i hope i can do my best in cherie's choreo too! jiayouuuuuuuuuuu~
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 9:26 PM
you say its easier to burn thn to build, you say its easier to hurt thn to heal.
so i didnt go fr dance last night. had a bad headache and after i paid for the tickets, i went home nd dropped dead on my bed. 8pm-5am. refreshed, but i cud sleep more? lol. and today? lessons were fine i guess. we're always out of luck trying to hand in our nyaa forms. either that ms kim left/she's having some course outside. and we keep having to go back the next day. ): what bout our residential project!!!! ):dance was cleaning out. wow, i sure did sweat alot. :D more dance tmr. plan for tomorrow: sch, bugis, dance, funan it mall, dance. i hope. why funan it mall? because my damn laptop is dying for the second time. this time, it auto-shuts without any notice and when i try to restart it, either the screen remains black/ black fuzzy lines appear on the screen (like those old antenna tvs with lousy reception?). WORSE, spss test nxt monday. booooo~ im a goner. unless miracles befalls upon me. ): when am i ever gonna start writing the sp speak essay, one page long. i wonder. i know i have my family eats alot of macd for dinner (i have all the cups as evidence, i'll post one day if i take a picture), but recently like never leh, but recently got macdonalds monopoly thingy. i want some number i dont remember so i can get the ipod touch!!! hahahaha. btw, do you know satio is out? i want xperia2!!!! ):
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Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 12:16 AM
black and gold.
im gonna spent my 8am-10pm tomorrow in sp. wow, talk bout busy. and since im free 5pm-8pm, i've decided to do most of my hws tmr then, urgh. hate to even start doing it, only did spss because its first period tmr. i hate the stats lecturer. boooooooooo! i need to stop whining and pull myself together. good luck to all those having Os and good luck to me.
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Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
bury it, smother it, murder it.
saturday; longggggggggg day. lots so mention. x) half dress combined run today was funny, painful, weird, and every mixed emotions. 1. while doing cherie's choreo, i tripped on pearl's leg while transitioning and i fell flat. but on my knees first, explaining all the bruises. ): 2. ryan's choreo was bad. ): think we were really bad, disappointed ryan alot. he's nice enough to not nag and scold. we need alot of cleaning sessions. (but we have it, the whole week. read my timetable.)3. time is running out (humms muse's song, lol). lots more work to do! 4. GOODNEWS: before we left, they mentioned about having a second show, on monday because of overwhelming responses. and we made a promise to do our very best, for both shows. and sell th tickets for the monday's show. wow, we were so excited, and happy. 5, BADNEWS: the second show was cancelled, and the dateline for the sales of tickets was brought forward, so pay me sooon peeps! but it was kinda disappointing, ): after that we yanping, juanne, elizabeth and i went to source for costumes for ryan's choreo. hah, we headed to bugis to start our search. but we cud find several satisfied options and soon enough, we end up shopping instead. especially for juanna and eliz. haha. fun times shared, looking forward to our next shopping date, after waves. :D hehehehe, i think we found the perfect costume toooo. 22.90 though, worth investing? =/ hmms, as for tomorrow, break day fr me. im so tiredddd, and after that, doing of all the hw so i dont have anything to worry about after getting home from dance. or maybe leave some to do on long day breaks. =/ YOUKNOWWHAT?! mia michaels is not choreographing in sytycd6 anymore. saddddddddddd. ): no more mia michael's item already, lesser interest in sytycd. booooooooooo~.
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Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 7:19 PM
exactly 2 more weeks.
wednesday, one of the shortest school-day. fom was funny, thanks to the very interesting teacher. the whole, "is yuhan a girl or a guy?" and "are they attached?" ridicule, and the perception game. i love how accurate the lecturer is, " someone who is smart and knows how to have fun." :DDDDDD hung out, did realtimme work, and dance of course. suprisingly short i guess, maybe its because its 3-5pm. and i skipped french, was lazy and tired to go =x feeel like dropping out already. lol. oh, onow tutorial is funnny. he looks so out of place, srsly. lol. and my sweeeet class is so accommodating lah~, change time for cleaning of mlts fr me because i not free. :D lovelies. thursday, another 8am-5pm day. boooo! the world today was longggg, chris is fun, but talks alot. lol. skip skip skip, dance was tiring. but i still need to use more energy, and better control of my movements. =.= and my turns still sucks like shit ): friday, met with pocky to get present for farhanah at jp. hahahha, funny trip we had. we got her lots of stuffs in a bag, and had durian pancakes! :D yumyum! then we headed back to sch for lectures and home sweet home. have been sitting on the bed since i got home, ate dinner and resting. i think i'll wake up tmr morn to recall cherie's choreo AND ryan's. its still not clean enough ):
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:30 PM
say hello to bruises & muscleaches.
monday, first day of sch was hellll long man. 8am-5pm with one hour of break. the day jus ended off with sleeping in poa's lecture because we're still having the same lecturer as last sem ): tuesday was short, so much better than monday. today's kinda short too. crs, pacc and econs. ended at 1pm and i went shopping in town. not much gains because i order most things online. ha ha ha. i keep getting hungry easily these days. like dinner last night was nuggetsmeal+ cheeseburger+ applepie and my mouth still itch alot. but i also keep having weird jabs of pain in my stomach ): im gna have so many health issues. -shakes head- dance tmr at 3. hmmms. 3more weeeeks. so who else is confirmed attending waves14? =/ ohyes, this morn my brother said 2hamsters ran away, along with its mummy. and its yet to be found. gosh, long story. reminder: MUST SIGN UP NYAA TMR!
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Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 9:28 PM
time flies, faster than you think.
ok, so i stayed at home today. thanks to my boredom, i went livejournal links, sgflea so much that i got ban, and i cant access it right now ): watching the first episode of ghost whisperer now, because stagevu is down. ): and you know whose guest starring as the ghost? its wentworth miller. awwww, so cuteeee even as a ghost. :D first day of school tomorrow! booooooooooooo! 8am-5pm. shesh. it sure cant get any better. =/
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Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 3:01 PM
at the worst i can feel.
sooooo, i missed combined run at osch today. didnt feel so well, headaches+ dizzy spells and all. but im kinda feeling better now, after the long slp. like 9.30pm til 1.30pm. ):
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Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 8:45 PM
words overdued left unsaid.
gahhhhhh, im so scared i cant reach up to ryan's expectations. im definitely hellllll far from it. ): its gna be amazing if we're in sync, but thats gna take alot alot alot of cleaning. shall do abit of self cleaning now, take a break, and then sleep and try my best tomorrow. didnt nap today, only slept like 4hrs last night? god, can feel my head pounding hard already. im still hungry. after apple pie+ all tht crispy noodles. im still craving for more. shesh, im pregnant (not literally).
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@ 6:20 AM
i never told you, i jus held it in.
time check: 6.21amwowwwww, im early for one day, lol. yesterday i tried to sleep early, 1.30am, but i guess it failed terribly. my right eye was twitching, and now, it still is. and its obviously because of the lack of sleeep, not a sign of a bad omen, dummy. yesterday;my neck/upper back freaked me out when i tried to move while i was sleeping, and my whole body ached so badly i thought i slept in an awkward position. (even my ass hurt while climbing the stairs) my mummy freaked me out when she say my dark rings is so terrible its becoming double layered alr. my laptop freaked me out when it could not turn on (AT ALL), but after eating kfc, it started up normal again. urgh. talk bout freaky. im hungryyyyyy, faster faster 7am so i reach bugis faster faster so i can get to eat macd breakfast. i can already smell its aroma. ):
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
time tgt isnt never quite enough.
gah! just had dance jus now, and the usual thing happened, my bruises from last saturday recovered but new ones appeared today. painnnnnnnnn! & its not my doublepirouettesday today. soooo unstable, ugly feet and no spotting. but cherie's choreo was fine i guess. did cleaning up too. 3more weeeeeks! my stomach is very weakkkk, like shit. and i have this tiny bubble on my finger (i din rinse with tap water) because i tried to take a plate in the microwave out when it has barely cool-ed down. gosh, painnnnnnnn (again)! hoho, the baby hamsters eyes open already, lovely adorables! next time then show you guys picturesss! i jus received this fred perry inspired polo tee todayyyyy! so happyyyyy! which reminds me of the fact that i shud open a livejournal/blogger acc to sell all the junks that i do not wear anymore/ have yet worn (regardless of alll reasons). lol. even the mailman recognise my mum because she collects all my registered mails for me. -faints- ohyes, who wna go for wave14??? 15bucks, 6nov 7.30pm at sp convention centre. hee! :DDD
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 4:45 PM
whn u say things get btr, but they nvr.
ha ha ha. so eventually, i didnt go shopping, shall do it on saturday instead. went out to get food, AND watche fringe ep20!!! thank god he re-uploaded it to stagevu!! :DDDDDDD damn the whole deja vu and multiple realities makes me confused, but its soooo coool! though its fringe science. i cud be spoiler im telling you, but you might not get it: peter bishop died, but walter brought him from the alternate reality. hoho, now i shall watch the ugly truth done with ugly truth and fringe s2! :D and i'll wait fr tudou to load fringe s2 HEROES ep05 to watch.
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@ 3:26 AM
if my heart was a house, you'd be home.
its 3:29am. yes, im still wide awake. =/ i dont feel like staying in tomorrow, but i dont feel like walking and shopping in town either. gah! what can i do huh. i think im still gna walk around town tmr, damn. wow, i actually miss dancing, makes me feel like i did move my butt and every other muscles (duh, they ached). wonder why ryan's gna start choreographing fr the medley item. so who's interested in going waves14? -grins widely-fuck i hate my phone, i eyeing on new phones (with full qwerty keyboard, no nid type with touchpad!!) already. like th only nokia phone i think is pretty (N97), or upcoming sony's X2!! LOL. yes, jeannie shut up.{edited} time: 4.28am. HAHAHAHAHAHA, im supposed to be sleeping now. ok, not funny. hopefully i'll have a niceee sleep. screw the nightmare i had this afternn man, sleepless after that. D: sweet dreams. "Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up, like… If a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we’re told, implores us to wait for it… the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. Like how to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. Maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just… moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment, you never once gave up on hope." —He's just not that into you. p.s. if you have yet catch it, you really should. (:
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Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 11:44 PM
if bridges gna fall, then you'll fall too.
so i havent been updating. tuesday, 6oct09- was going to night safari with dba peeps, had a little window shopping before it. damn it was tiring to still walk around night safari. i love the sugar glider!! so cuteeeee! for a first timer, it feels like night safari is the same thing as zooo but its in the night and thrs lesser animals to look at. =.= wednesday, 7oct09- danceeeee. so happy i could do double pirouettes, though i didnt spot for the second one. HAHA. one of the few dance days i feel satisfied with, i actually felt breathless. :D thursday, 8oct09- tried to do double pirouettes but i still cant spot =.= neeeed to brush up, clean up! muscleaches everywhere. ): friday, 9oct09- i think i stayed in the whole day, and watched some tw drama and fringe! gawd, i can still remember those maggots-like larvae. shesh. saturday, 10oct09- VETTING!! even though ryan didnt come, vetted by kh and an an. hmmms, still having space constraint problem. but i think the stage's gna be so huge i dont have enough time to run. =/ i shud start doing 100crunches everyday, at least 100. wonder when i would. after vetting was hanging with the others, they did their choreo, while i pretty much did stretches. ANDDDDD, i cant do double pirouettes today. ): urgh, im still stuck at fringe ep18. stagevu's player need to stop acting like a broken record player. D:
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Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 12:07 AM
signed, sincerely me.
to mr bestfriend: i really want to know why you're acting this way? the first time you talk like that, very sudden and scary can. after tht day onwards you've become like that. you say maybe its because you've changed. if its relating to Os, i understand. if its just you're tired, its ok. if it has anything to do with me, tell me bout it? i'll waitttt for you to tell me why and wht, whenever you feel like thinking and saying. maybe you yourself dont know the reason too, but its scares and worries me? it cant be helped. hee!my touchpad screwed the moment i hung up, crap right. updates tmr i guess, no pics from night safari yet. other than a grp pic. and dance. taaa.
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Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 6:56 AM
making choices.
shud i go fr breakfast at macd or go back to sleep right now? hmmmmms..... okay, sleep is more tempting.
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@ 3:38 AM
with my mind running in reverse.
so i just got back from dance camp in school. hmms, i'll summarise whatever i can remember. lol. i wanted to sleep til lik monday morning but i couldnt. ): first day+night. 02oct09.1. met up with mdancers to get leotards. and so i got a second black one after waiting for ages. too much to pick from huh. 2. went over to orchard- far east. charmaine's hair extensions, window shopping, amanda's leggings and chippy, my XXL crispy chicken and we headed back for sch. 3. move stuff into mph and waited for yanping to have dinner together. pathetically, we ate cup noodles from 7-11. D: 4. at some point of time, sabrina shot me in my face with a rubber band, it hurt so bad i teared. =.= 5. slack slack slack. 6.we went to play with candles, lanterns and sparklers+ a bit of a night walk behind moberly. half of the group rejected the idea of night-walking at some creepy tunnel/ workshop area i think. hahahaha, so we didnt went. 6. while we were standing in the midst of the road, we saw 2 guards. damn they look creepy at night. idk why but we started to walk fast/ some even ran for the stairs back to moberly. LOL. we TRIED to act calm, but we ended up running the long way back to mph from the security guards. ha ha ha.7. meixuan, wendy, yanping and me went to vending machines and started buying like a lot of snacks. and we munch outside mph. =.= supposedly with gossip sessions but we end up finishing the food before talking. lol. 8. went back to mph and slackkkk, boring boring boring. think we ended up cuddling in sleeping bags, talking and looking at pearl choreographing with the bboys and random stuffs. 9. edwin msged me that the hamsters gave birth. lol. second day+night. 03oct09.1. woke up after sleeping for only 2hrs. so tired. with heavy dark rings. D: 2. went fr subway fr breakfast and then had ryan's modern session. i totally screwed up his choreo, cudnt catch up with timing and certain movements D: 3. session ended early, slackkked more. wait fr yanping to finish gladys' choreo which we slacked, stretched, danced. wow, my turns are shitty.4. then we went for lunch. with alll our stuff, to bring to audition room. had some chickenchop rice i think. which had such a huge chicken i didnt finish it. =.= /wanted kfc so badly to find it closed after all the anticipation from waiting. ):5. slack in audition room, to wait fr cherie's choreo. new sets, and new pillow fight. 6. after janice's choreo, we went for dinner at clementi. wooow, like finally. though the noodles were so much i cudnt finished it. 7. here's the fun part. we sneaked into the swimming pool after we rested for a bit. at first we were kinda reluctant because the fencing near the stairs were sharp. if we fell, we wud end up like having a stab somewhere. =.= but there were guys, and they had to carry us over, lol. didnt swim though, wore contacts. jus soaked and then showered. :D 8. sneaked back out. LOL, and went back audition room and slacked. we talked, arm wrestled, had ghost stories, eat, danced. 9. sleeeeeeeeep. third day. 04oct09.1.woke up around 10 and went to mrbean to grab a bite. then rested a bit. cudnt stretch much thanks to all the sores from ytd. 2. headed over to moberly, had the combined run. i dun see some of the choreo's link still though. 3. after so long, i finally realised why i find one of the choreo song so familiar. it was vanilla twilight from owl city i fell in love with. =.= 4. i screwed cherie's choreo up. all my timings were out, space constraint caused me to have several kicks on my leg, arm and head. 5. overall review, and uncle's scolding. bout food, junk, rubbish, speakers. all the funny emphasis on duck rice. =x 6. trained home, bought kfc and apple pie fr lunch. :DDDDD then had a nap. 7. lousy mood thereafter. touchpad was screwed, cudnt fall back aslp and sitting up/walking makes my head hurts made me feeel worse. sorry for all you had to endure. oh yes, i wanted to eat durian mooncakes. but no more already. T________T &&& ty sihao for your mooncakes! :DDDDD "Struggling with my thoughts Change the locks inside my head Reading between the lines Of what you say, and what you said" -lifehouse.
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Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 11:41 PM
seduction leads to destruction.
1. happy children's day! /no wonder they had holiday today.2. happy birthday, nianjie!
dbao1 peeps have bad memory, man. we actually only remembered huizhen's bday and not nianjie. lollll, so bad lahhhh. 3. dance was on brushing up. a new bruise or 2, but worsened old ones ): the split slide keeps ending up hitting my kneee. hurts like shit. and my turns today are terrible man!! even one turn makes me out of balance. shucks. D: 4. dance camp tomorrow!! need to go pack stuff lahhh. so troublesome uh. hmmms, i dont have candles to bring fr tmr! =/
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