She's just an average 17yearold plain jane with a loose screw. A Sp Year2, dancing modern in SDZ.
desire
ᴥDiana+ ᴥIf this is a man; primo levi ᴥsneakers ᴥgiant dale plush ᴥnew denims (ripped, skinnies) ᴥoversized denim shirt ᴥhp screen protector ᴥpolaroid
ᴥA Nightmare on Elm street ᴥ Fair Game ᴥ Going the distance ᴥKnight&Day ᴥLegend Of The Fist: The Return Of Chen Zhen ᴥLittle fockers ᴥPossessed
ᴥResident Evil: Afterlife ᴥSeason of the witch ᴥTakers ᴥTell no one ᴥThe Ghost Writer ᴥThe Legend Is Born: Ip Man ᴥThe missing person ᴥThe sorcerer's apprentice ᴥThe town
ᴥTo save a life ᴥYou again
Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 10:35 PM
brick by boring brick.
thursday's onow finished watching singapore dreaming i think. and reflections are due next week, i hope i do it tmr, alongside with the reflection for the slides. ): and hopefully PACC qn3 too. im so lazy this few days.
friday was short. 2lectures and one movie (dr parnassus, heath ledger and hawt johnny depp, i hate their alikeness tht i somehow cant explain =.=). had to finish off the crs slides at night til 2am and i guess its the reason why i missed dance on saturday.
because on saturday morning, i had a very bad headache i think im gna die doing turns with it. so i msged jiahui im not going. ): but im sure im going on wed to learn from yanping. gosh, im struggling with dance ):
even though i have a bad headache, projects datelines cant be extended so i still have to go to sch to meet my classmates to do fom report, onow and itab's ppt slides. even though we slacked quite abit. the itouch, the talking bout malaysia relatives, truthordares blahblahblah... andddddd, hell am i not every gna sit at moberly tables near trees.
i had a freak incident with a greeeeen worm. and damn, i hate worms to the core. jus seeing it on tv makes my hair stands and freak me out. thusssss, when i was using th itouch halfway, i felt smth crawling on my arm (i thought it was an ant), and when i saw and realised its a WORM. i totally jumped out of my seat, and brush it off my arm like mad! and the next time i know, i burst out crying. THANK GOD YUHAN KILLED IT. gosh, we left like right after tht. how stupid.
sunday was looking out fr my cropped tee arnd cityhall before going to my granny's hse fr early reunion dinner. lol. went thru old photos my grandma collected and realised i dont rmb anything from childhood. AND, funny how people in the past have beehives-hairstyle, with diff heights too.
siannnnnnnn, i want my animal cropped tee!! i wna go sentosa for a tan too. ):
whoever thought a day gone so wrong, would turn out so lovely.
whooooohooooooo! FOM presentation's over! though im not getting a high score, since i know i didnt fare well enough, no breakthrough this week. =/ damn, left report to complete, but i think i've typed out my part already :D lazy to get started on crs when im having a damn headache ):
when am i ever gonna start me-mo-ri-sing FOM! urgh, hate it to the core. havent even read it yet, no clue whats it about. as for the other modules? idk, revision week (:
NOTE: rent the 11th hour tomorrow at cwp! NOTE X2: RETURN HANGWEE'S VOLLEYBALL TMR!
went downtown today with pocky! lessons were typically dull. winnie was funny to let the whole class sleep for the rest of the 40mins of the lessons. damn, everyone's deadbeat. didnt buy anything today, because i was tooo tired to even feel like shopping, not to mention think what i wna shop. so yeahs, at least pocky had some gains?
no luck with my topshop cropped top. saddddddddd! i wish the topshop crew lady would call me up soon because i want it so badly! D: (even uk6 is oos online!!)
im so hungryyyyyy, i want to eat fried bananas, someone cook for me pretty pleaseeeeee?
monday was baddddd. hahaha, slept during so many lessons (had only 3hrs of slp the night before) even martin ng asked me if im ok. lol. at least puffy eyes dont last the whole day :D
ahhhhhhhhh!!! The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus is tmr tmr!!! uhuh, i wanna watch it soooon. johnny depp's hot ok!
fuck, even blogshopping's getting hell boring to me. nothing's new, everything's dull. somehow i dun feel like shopping at fareast, cus everyone shops thr and we're all gonna look the same during cny. D: but what choices do we have in a tiny red dot on a map?
im so bored i decided to blog since thr is nth else left to do (which is reachable in an arm's length from my bed). every move aches, im definitely staying in bed the whole day and rot to death! boooooo to someone, i dont miss him anymore. i miss my itouch, i want to play ovenbreak!! T_T //and if only my house still had a bathtub which i can have a hot shower to sleep in. D:
wednesday was fom and then doing fom project again. thereafter was dance, which was funnnn. at least if i were to ever quit dance, it wudnt be because of lack-of-friends. and gosh, i cant do a cartwheel. ): dance ended late, made someone worry much, opps.
thursday was a longggg day. BUT, the only thing i can remember is the onow teacher's menopause-y mood while setting up the laptop and visualiser, yet hysterical mood amidst watching that super old and boring singapore movie. (no wonder he chose tht movie, its for his own enjoyment. we could have watch hotel rwanda instead!!)
friday was nothing special. and saturday was DANCE! gosh, its so tiring i cant coordinate my body when gladys wanna see it again. we did stretching like twiceeee, explaining the aches. buttttt, at least i cna do a cartwheel now, not perfect but at least its something? practice makes permanent!
afternn was doing fom project, slides are almost done. yayness! early evening was shopping at orchard. HAHAHA, kinda. dissapointing that someone took my top though. i tried on a top at topshop and asked if thrs a uk8? skipping the details, one of the topshop crew helped me hold on to the top i wanted on the rack. some anonymous took it to try and taadaaa, its was gone. T_T sadly, thr isnt any size10 leftttt, so she told me she would get back to me when new stocks arrive/ its available at other outlets. T_T
and high waisted shorts makes me look fat, i dont know why!!
"all this feels strange and untrue, and i wont waste a minute without you."
whooohooo, CRS essay done! :D 4more presentations, 1more twt essay to CNY! urgh, i wanna go shopping so badly.
just caught thespynextdoor with wengying jus now after lunch. jackiechan's aged so much, his stunts arent as nice anymore. but it was enjoyable. :D when you're having fun and im sleeping in classes, im gonna be, too, missing you... and the ITOUCH! =x
first it was the high fever, and not its the irritating nose. my nose has been drippy since this morning. all thanks to feeding off so much chocolate and not drinking water. i better not have flu. spit all the flem, girl!
on the way to watch the movie, this MV was playing on the tv. shakira's did it again. breathtaking choreography on bed, didnt see that coming from shakira. ha ha. really hot indeed.
damnnnnn, its time-consumingly boring to do crs lahhhhh. i've been reading on and on about articles on body worlds, bodies...the exhibition, since my topic is "using dead bodies for science exhibition and showcase is acceptable."
my eyes are getting droopy and im getting sleepy. hopefully my headaches doesnt come so soon and comes after tuesday or smth? because i srsly dont wna have another high fever. urgh.
anyways, how disappointing body worlds exhibition in singapore doesnt have the reclining pregnant lady. ): i would really wished to have seen it. somehow, the fetus in the exhition intrigued me the most, it saddens me somehow. idontknowwhy.
i neeeed a break, but when i am ever gonna finish? should i do the summary today or tomorrow night? hmmmms. booooo, i. want. shopping! and i WANT to watch the spy next door!!
this week must be a long week, i dont quite remember what has happened, other than some distinctive ones. times i've really laughed alot.
friday joined wy, zk, jk, derrick and sam at starbucks (they were deciding in their polytechnic choices), and then pooled with them. they are one hell of a funny bunch. of cus i sucked at pool, as usual. (definitely worse without fingered directions). sammie's funny and cute, lucky guy to have dated her. :D
i dun rmb which day but its one funny day. wy came over to accompany me and help my mum in her grocery shopping. AND, she bought like tons of canned food, drinks, rice etc. after paying, my mum ditched us to push the whole trolley back to my hse. yes, me and him. LOL. and i cant stop laughing at how funny the whole trip was. at least there wasnt any car accidents. =x then! we had to wait and fetch my brother with the trolley (packed with plastic bags of goods) under my block. LOL. tell me bout it.
yes, the day i stupidly woke up for school one hour early, and thought why isnt a single soul in class except me. gosh!
i think i lost a screw somewhere recently because everything he does makes me laugh til i cry. HAHA. get used to it, really. :D
i think im not getting xperia x2 anymore (its like $1198 btw, t3 rates it 3/5. maybe n97mini's much btr. :D)
O level results day. wasnt so bad after all! (:
i totally screwed my dance committee interview. mental block; tongue tied. -sigh-
btw, i want to watch THE SPY NEXT DOOR. and hell i miss shoppping lahhhh. you know the saying goes, "too much to do, too little time." and fuck distractions. i need to start on crs already lah!
"if we could party all night, and sleep all day. and throw all of my problems away, my life would be easy."
so if you have already realised, i have been having a high fever since friday. but im feeling much better already. hahaha.
it must be the lack of sleep and over exertion of myself throughout the week, sleeping for 5-6hours everyday. gosh. initially it was just a normal slight headache, but when i got home and take my temperature, it shot up to 37.9. not so bad huh?
i decided to sleep early, and in the middle of the night when i woke up, it went up to 38.7 HAHA. it had to be my most unlucky moment where i dont have any cooling pad or panadols in my room. but luckily my mum came into my room and told me thr was high fever med. and i tot i was feeling better in the morn, instead, it went higher to 39degrees. HAHAHA.
wy came over, accompanied me for the rest of the day, even after he thought i was fine but my temp went up again around evening (38.6degrees). how stupid to go for one hour lecture in sch. =.=
but anyways, after a long sleep yesterday with restocked cooling pad, porridge and med, im feeling better, or at least i dont run a high fever already. i sure sweat hell lot my huggable smells. ):
i guess i broke my fever record, i hope my brain's not cooked.
When u forget to reset ur alarm from 6am to 7am, when u are awfully deprived of sleep, when u just continue ur daily routine without thinking, it's when u don't realize tht ure one hour early in school only after wondering why the class is so empty.
Goodness gracious, what's become of me. P.s. sofa chairs in th library is comfortable... for sleeping!!
3dec09; wednesday! the same thing happened again which i dont know why the fom tutor, lily, cant inform lf earlier. ): while we were walking to sb, sq called to say that tutorial (one and only that that) was cancelled, so we walked back to the mrt station and headed back home. gosh!
so i went to find wy instead, and coincidentally his mum would be home late because of a meeting, i slacked at his place for th rest of th day before heading home. this time round, i found my way back ok.
4dec09; thursday! another longgggg day. no thursday blues though. i starting to love twt lessons, cus its so funnnn, though it makes me feel dumb! :D not loving the essay to submit later on of course. =x i finally know how to download movies!! LOL, yet to be converted though, for the itouch. oh, did i mention i dl-ed ALLLLL the chip&dale cartoons available and its all in my our itouch. HAHA. so in love with it, next cartoon to find is definitely shinchan! :DDDDD i miss that perv kiddo.
5dec09; friday. went over in the morn to find him, didnt cook spaghetti for him though =x was tooo lazy, he didnt have the appetite to eat anw. then headed to sch for sp's openhouse? sat around at the booth until lessons were starting. gosh, the blue candyfloss is gross, not only does it melts fast, it makes your mouth blue. talk bout gross.
after lectures head home and continue wasting my life away.
6dec09; saturday. i feel like watching 40yearoldvirgin suddenly. lol!
dance in the morn was rather slack. learnt some bits of stupidinlove choreo, damn scared if ryan's wna see it and im so not prepared, cus i still cant do turns fast enough. stupid thigh was weak today, whenever i added pressure on it, it feels like it gna cramp (both the front and back muscles). i even had issues climbing stairs. T_T
caught sdz performance for open house, coool. and the sp event at esplanade- cuteeeee! hahahaha.
i miss shopping!!!!!! reason to use for shopping: CNY coming up! fastttt. suddenly, i've alot of wants to get, oh-my-god! if he's busy on tuesday, im soooo going shopping. i think we dont have any projects started right?
hypothesis proven: dancers have the ugliest feet, and toes. it's gotta stop cracking!!! D:
{edited; 7:10pm} GUESS WHAT I JUST SAW! x2 IS OUT! mummy's making me have second thoughts bout it, since edwin already have n97 mini ): xperia2, n97 mini, blackberry; damnnnnnnn.
2dec; saturday. missed dance for onow cip at eunos. it was tiring i guess? somewhat fun, minus the roaches. lol.
3dec; 32days on sunday. hohoho, plans dont always work. but thanks for the fried riceee. :D old dogs aint very funny, but its still laughable. especially when the golf club hits the crotch and the gorilla's sweetheart.
met justin after that and talk talk talk. after i got home, i srsly cudnt fall aslp =.=
4dec; first day of school. monday blues of cus, lessons were longggg, dulllllll and youknowwhat. never fail to doze off in most lectures AND tutorials.
whooohoooooooo, itouch finally bought! :DD didnt wait for the new model eventually, all thanks to anxiety :D a hole in the pocket definitely worth burning!
haipaitianxin10 is sooooooo teary. but i didnt teared, cause i was multi-tasking. =.= i miss the pinkpanther's dance.
5dec; tuesday. lessons were very short today, didnt have pacc tutorial since thr was nothing to do, and guys went pooling instead. lol. after sch was BODYWORLD! damn its coool ok, i cud stare at the baby foetus for hours, makes me emotional! ):
lots of facts learnt, very educational and intriguing. of cus it was worth the money i paid, because i paid for child ticket! HAHA, saved me 8bucks ok~ who says being short is disadvantageous? ;P
ohyes! we forget to get this malay/chinese guy's name because we wanted to fill in feedback form to NOT fire him EVER, lol. because he's the best ticketer i've ever seeen. initially we didnt get the ticket, we jus got the entrance voucher, but we wanted th ticks for memory sake. even though the uncle gav us non-usable ones, we wanted OURS, so we went to the other counter and asked. even though at first he cudnt find th person who issued our voucher, hence unable to give us a ticket. he eventually RAN to the counter, to asked and get us our ticket lehhh.
srsly, even if its me, i wudnt care if you can get the ticket anot after one try. hahaha, i wonder how much he earns to keep him so hyped at work?
wow, first day of 2010 already, farewells to (the very short and boring) 2009.
good resolutions are hard to come up with and even harder to attain? i'll leave that to another time i feel bored shitless and feel like blogging.
how bout 10things worth reminiscing bout 2009? 1. the day i got my Os results back? well, it was one hell of a day, of tears of joy and sadness. and the day i've earned myself 700bucks :D
2. GFs days. (all the camwhoring dates with hazirah and jannah, funny moments like how we chased after the wrong bus, how we board and alight at woodlands on a bus to ecp, updates bout each other's life so we never lost touch.)
3. all the movies, dinners, talking gossips with justin in the evening. (because we both sleep the wrong hours, 12++hrs from middle of the night to the middle of the day, i missssss those days much too)
4.VALENTINE'S DAY. LOL. the only idiot who doesnt sleep on valentine's day to do cards for people, have breakfast with buddies, date with gfs and the gifts. =.=
5. RS moderndance (all the wednesdays+thursdays spent in rs before poly started, bondings with the lower secondary, watching how they worked hard for syf)
6. LTC camp.
7. SDZ and wave14. (very very fun seniors+ instructor+ fellow year1s, everything we went thru tgt for wave14, CIP, ryan's choreos, bruises and muscle aches!, dance camp......)
8. DBA01 (the fun dates, inside jokes and gossip sessions, and even the bitchy moments, first few lessons of french with derrick, learnt pool from the guys though i still sucked, ideas's dates to yukiyaki and all, rmb boys OVER/BEFORE flowers?, lunfei in heels, dance at osch with pocky and esther, mrs szeto's lessons, lunfei ran straight into the lampost, helium balloons, first 3d movie, not forgetting the sardine-canned trains urgh,.....)
9. my 17th birthday and the chalet that wasnt on my birthday anymore lol. (much well wishes and love from everyone and that surprise, and all the funny bits that happened in the chalet. love you guys much even though thrs lesser people, lesser alcohol.)
10. i saw a fucking flasher you remember? ok, thats not worth remembering. 10. YOU! much much more fond memories to make and keep.
pucker up, kiss 2009 goodbye and welcome the new year hoping its gonna be better like everybody expects it to be.
31dec09, last day of 2009. spent most of my day with wengying. went over with breakfast for him, crapped, trained to amk tgt for movie. i caught sherlock holmes (though i doze off several times) and they caught avatar. then trained back to jk's house and slacked. godzilla was on tv, and after so long, i jus got to know its a female and it was pregnant. gosh. countdown at civic and unfortunately, accidents happen. then went over to sl's place after getting dinner. after watching shinchan for only a bit i cudnt take it already so i went to sleep.
very sleepy that day because i only napped 5hrs in the evening and then slept for abit in the night again. abit because i had nightmares and i cudnt get back to sleep. hah!
1dec10, first day of 2010. went home and waited for haz to get back to me cause we're heading out today tgt for marina barrage for picnic+ flying kites! :D so i didnt go home to sleep, lol. it was fun there, exceptionally windy, sky was full of kites (flying penguin, spongebob, snakes etc.). until it rained we went for shelter, and left after a bit since everyone had plans for the night.
and now, im hungry with nothing to eat, i shall just slack in bed. nights!